When I take a deeper look at my life, at times I feel disappointed in myself that I didn’t do more. But at times like tonight, I couldn’t imagine being anywhere else in the world. I love my family so much, and feel so lucky and so blessed to have them. Such my kids my drive me nuts, and Chris and me may argue. But I honestly can say I’m so happy where I’m at. I love my kids more than life. And I’m so glad that Chris and I are spending our lives together!
Sure certain aspects of our lives could be better (hell who and I kidding, they could be much better), but I’m so glad that I get to spend every day with the ones I love most in the world. At moments like this after a hard day, and sleepless night (with a crying, teething baby none the less), I get a chance to look at my life and see how much I appreciate my family, and how much they mean to me. Its nights like tonight that make me feel at peace with the decisions I’ve made, to put me where I am today.
The things that others have viewed as mistakes have brought me here to this very second. And I’m so happy about that, I thank God for it every day! I feel so blessed that I have two beautiful, healthy children and someone that loves me very much. Even though I know tomorrow may not be so amazing, I’m ready and willing to face it, knowing that at the end of the day I’ll still have my family by my side!